So, my dad died Saturday morning, early. I'm super stressed and bouncing back between stages of grief so I'll keep it short. I had to make all the arrangements, or at least be there to help make them, and it's been hell, even though for the largest part, I'm not left holding the bag financially. I have no idea what I will be doing project wise for the next while, but I haven't forgotten about NG. I love you all, btw. There's just a lot I have going on right now, even besides dad's passing.
If you take anything away from this post, appreciate the ones close to you. Let them know it. Don't take them for granted; some day, you will regret it. Leave nothing unsaid. Even if you think you hate them, or that they're worthless pieces of shit, remind yourself, to be a worthless piece of shit is human nature. Love openly. Care deeply. Let those you love know that they are loved. Forgive them for their trespasses, and ask forgiveness for yours, and you will have no regrets on top of your grief.
Rest in peace, Dad. I love you.
ShyGuyWolf
dang I know that feeling, I lost my Grandpa the week before the 2nd of this month.
ADR3-N
I'm sorry to hear that. If you need an ear for any reason, don't be shy and shoot me a pm. I might not get to it immediately but sometimes talking to someone who is neutral and willing to listen can help -- even just typing it out, you know? I'm sorry for your loss.